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I miss her so, so much I have never felt this much pain my whole life, I’ve been trying to be strong, to hold it together but with each passing day the pain gets worse and I feel like I’m tearing up on the inside. I feel like such a bad person for what I did to her, for the way I was, I wish I could see her face one more time, I wish I can hold her one more time and tell her how sorry I am to her face.

I don’t want to feel like this, I feel so dead on the inside, I cry myself to sleep and barely get out of bed in the morning. Why can’t I stop? Why won’t it stop?

I don’t want to feel like this anymore.

I just want to see her happy. I don’t want anything else, I swear nothing else I want to do something good with whatever time I have left I don’t want to be like this, I don’t want to be a bad person.

WHY WONT YOU JUST TAKE ME AWAY??????